Saturday, January 2, 2016

Dream: Troubling Circumstances

In the dream, Angel and I hung out very frequently over what might have been a week.  I believe we went to a lot of clubs and parties, although, all my memories of us spending time together were outside in the daytime.  As we continued to go out, our relationship grew ever more intimate to the point where she told me that she wanted to be with me.  Up to that point, I had been enjoying the fact that we were becoming good friends as I had always wanted.  In the back of my mind were always thoughts of intimacy with her but I kept ignoring them.  I knew we couldn’t be together because I had a son and girlfriend and I knew she knew that as well so I assumed there was np risk in us mingling.  Somehow I knew this was coming, however, and when it came, I was incredibly saddened that our friendship was now over.  I told her it wasn’t possible and she yelled and cried. 
Sometime after, I was at a party with some friends.  Someone sent me a video on my phone.  When it started, there was Angel lying on the ground on her back as if dead.  My first thought was that she had attempted suicide or was faking it to get back at me.  I was a bit angry and disappointed at her.  But then I realized that if Angel was lying there, who was recording this?  I then thought of Kayanna but I then noticed her too lying on her back on a table next to her sister.  Now I was afraid.  As the camera panned around the room, there were only people motionless and without life.  The came up close to Kayanna and I could see a bullet hole in her chest.  The camera then turned to some girl with a gun talking to me.  She was angry with me for some reason.  I knew her in the dream but I have no idea who she was.  After seeing the video, my friends and I drove around looking through all the clubs in the area searching for the girl.  When we found the club, she was outside waiting for us with a shotgun.  She began firing and some in the car were hit.  I don’t know if there were any fatalities.  She came right up to the car with her gun while I slid out of the passenger door and was taking cover by the front wheel of the car.  She was taunting me to come out.  I kicked my leg out as a feint and she fired.  I ran out and grabbed the barrel of the gun just in time to divert the next shot.  We then started wrestling for the gun.  I started to kick her, stomping on her legs until they gave out and then stomped into her side.  She was barely holding onto the gun when I pointed it to her thigh and pulled the trigger.  Now having the gun all to myself, I aimed and fired right into her skull.  As I dropped the gun, those who could went out to see who was still alive.  The next thing I remember is standing outside watching Angel wail in anguish over Kayanna’s death.  I wanted to comfort her, to hold her but I chose to keep my distance.  I can’t remember if someone told me or if I just knew but Nat was among the dead.

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