Dream: Infidelity with Monica

The entire dream was set in a very dark milieu.  There seemed to be something grand and devastating going on behind the scene and everyone seemed depressed and sometimes in anguish or angry.  I myself was particularly depressed.  I believe something terrible happened either to me or a group of us and I took it hard.  I remember a scene, I think I had just learned of the dreadful event.  I walked off by myself into the darkness.  It appeared that I was walking down a street.  There was a fog or mist that obscured a lot of the street.  It eventually got so bad that I couldn’t see anything so I turned back.  Seeing my state, Monica, who like everyone was rather depressed herself, tried to cheer me up.  Seeing her efforts, and her sadness, I decided to not act so sour.  As we consoled each other we eventually held each other close and started to make out.  Our intimacy gradually progressed, almost to the point of intercourse.  I am not entirely sure what prevented us but I know that it was her call.  Sometime later, we were at my house hanging out, Monica, Tanneese and I.  It was at this point that I realized the gravity of our actions.  I had a girlfriend and she had a boyfriend, although, I had been so stimulated and aroused by our previous encounter that I set out to have sex with her at all costs.  I was trying to convince Monica to stay the night at our place so I could make my attempts.  She said she needed something to wear so I was looking through Tanneese’s clothes for something that might fi her when I woke up.  When I did, all I could remember was the warm soft feeling of me holding her.