Dream: Time With Amanda

The entire dream seemed to have taken place during the night.  There were two main sections of the dream that I remember.  The first part took place in and around a large apartment building and the second part was in a mall.  The dream may have returned to the apartment after the mall but I do not remember.  During the apartment section, it seemed that there was some party or get together going on.  The people there also went to the mall as far as I remember.  I cannot remember if I was being a loner or not but all of my memories inside the apartment were of me looking out a large window out at the street.  I do not remember the order of events but I believe my memories of us outside the apartments happened concurrently with the events inside.  I only concretely remember one event that I saw through the window.  I do not believe it was the first or the last scene I observed through the window.  I saw some sort of commotion occurring outside.  Shortly after it started, the police arrived.  I am not sure but I believe I alerted someone to the police’s presence; it may have been Chad.  The conflict continued to escalate and I very clearly remember asking myself, “Am I going to see someone die today?”  O do not remember seeing the conflict resolve but I do not believe there were any casualties or any shots fired.  I vaguely remember there being conflict between the party members and the police as well while we were outside the apartment and there seems to be a causal relationship between the two conflicts but I do not know which instigated which as I do not remember the ordering of events.  I believe at one time I was either running from the police on foot or arguing with them.  I also remember driving a vehicle, that was either an SUV, a truck (possibly a monster truck) or a jeep, and possibly running a red light.  During the mall scene, I was with Amanda Gillum.  I do not remember how we got to the mall, whether or not we came together or even if she was at the party.  I do remember wanting to be with her but initially not wanting her to know.  I believe I was attempting to not come off as clingy.  I remember there being a particular store that either she liked or that we had been in before.  The store sold both female and male clothing.  Amanda was walking into a store and I mistook it for the previously mentioned store.  I believe the logos and colors were similar and I was not paying attention (because I was paying too much attention to her).  I followed her inside planning to go to the male section.  When I got inside I realized that there was no male section and that I was the wrong store.  I thought to leave the store to maintain the appearance that I was not following her but decided to abandon that façade and wait for her in the store.  After that, still in the store, Amanda started trying things on and asked my opinion.  I remember her putting on a poofy dress that seemed to be made from knitted wool.  It was green and brown.  She asked me about it and I believe I simply said that I did not like it.  I thought to myself, however, that it was the most hideous dress that I had ever seen.  The fabric seemed to be thicker just above the waistline so it made it look like she had a gut.  I thought “This must be what they mean when they say, ‘Does this make me look fat?’”  Some time later, she tried on a dress that was practically a one piece bathing suit and a skirt (a very short skirt).  It was white and sheen.  She was walking to the changing room.  I find this fact strange now, in retrospect.  I do not remember her ever going to the changing room before this point even though she had tried on multiple outfits.  Furthermore, she did not seem to be going to change out of the dress so I do not see why she was walking toward the changing room in the first place.  Anyways, as she was walking, I was admiring her body and the outfit when she bent over for some reason unknown to me.  The skirt was rather rigid so it went up as she bent down and I saw a large portion of her rear.  I managed to look away after some convincing.  She then got up on some kind of table and sat facing me.  She called out to me, asking me “Is this what you wanted to see?” as she spread her legs and pulled the thong of the suit to the side.  I did not know whether or not to keep looking and I was wondering why she was doing this.  She knew I was in a relationship and I was not sure if she was in one herself.  Furthermore, we were in public.  Surprisingly, nobody else seemed to notice.  I vaguely remember us hanging out in the mall after that, though I do not know how that encounter ended.  I am not at all sure but I believe we may have made out at some point.  That is all I remember about the dream.