Sunday, January 3, 2016

Dream: Monet's Distress

The whole dream seemed rather cartoonish, not that it was two dimensional but that the environments were full of vivid colors and the plot was rather wild.  I was very much reminded of Dragonball, especially at the end.  We were in some kind of conflict in space I believe, though I cannot remember any of the plot.  I only remember two scenes.  The first was near the end of the dream.  It was a rather long dream, by the way.  I believe I was playing a game with somebody, which does seem strange because I felt a sense of urgency, as if what I was doing was vital to our situation, whatever it was.  Maybe it was not a game.  Anyways, Monet was the only other person in the room, other than the other player.  I believe she was spectating.  The room seemed to be the den of a town house or apartment.  I think there was a TV on the wall ahead of us, we were in a depression in the floor.  There seemed to be a comforter spread on the floor and a small table next to me.  Monet was leaning against the wall to my right.  I remember doing something on the table, maybe I was placing tiles in a stack.  I began to sing while I did it; I sang “Ryder.”  Monet heard me and started crying rather dramatically.  She may have said something like “Why would you sing that?”  I’m not sure she said anything.  I instantly knew why she was crying; I had not remembered the significance of the song until she started crying, however.  For a split second, I didn’t want to pull away from what I was doing but I quickly changed my mind and dropped what I was doing.  I grabbed her hand and headed out the door which was behind us.  We were there at the door on the walkway.  The staircase was in front of us but the sunlight filtered through rails down the hall to our left.  Once we were out the door, I closed it behind me and held her.  I think I kissed her hair.  I apologized and told her that I didn’t know the song was still special to her.  Actually, I might have told her that while we were still inside.  I can’t remember if I apologized for not making a move.  I really don’t remember how the conversation went but she eventually asked me if I was together with some girl.  She was a character in the dream; I cannot remember if she is a real person.  Either way, in the dream, I know I was very much attracted to her but I don’t know if I had feelings for her, and I don’t remember if I was trying to get with her, avoid her or neither.  I told her we weren’t together and she told me that she had heard rumors about us.  I told her they were lies.  She questioned me about other girls, including Kamila.  When she brought her up, I remember imagining her face for a second.  I told her I was very much attracted to her but that I had no feelings for her.  She told me that Kamila had said that she and I were in a relationship.  I told Monet that people must be lying to her.  At that point she had stopped crying and even laughed at that statement.  We began walking back inti the house.  That is all I remember of that scene.  The other scene is the last scene of the dream before I woke up.  I don’t know how many, if any, scenes happened between the scene with Monet and this scene.  This may have been the last scene of the dream even if I hadn’t woke up.  I believe we were confronting some sort of main part of the conflict, I am not sure if we were confronting some sort of villain or something.  I truly do not remember most of this scene.  All I remember is that some person was released at the end of the scene.  We were desperately trying to prevent that because we were told the person was evil by someone I believe may have been the Northern King Kai.  When the person arrived, however, “he” just kept joking around.  We asked the kai why he told us the person was evil and he said because he doesn’t like him and didn’t want him around.  “He” started doing something, it might have been a chore that someone else was supposed to be doing.  When asked about it, “he” responded that the other person wasn’t going to do it because he was a princess or something.  It might not have been that but it was something along those lines.  The other person, who I believe was Trunks (maybe Gohan but I really think it was Trunks), said something like “When he says it, it sounds so graceful (maybe beautiful).”  We started walking somewhere else.  I think we were in a white hallway.  Someone who might have been Goku was talking about the person, referring to the person as “she”.  During the conversation it was revealed that the person, who looked like a big white guy with a beard, was a female and Goku knew because she gave a female aura.  I woke up shortly after.  I don’t particularly trust my memories this time; the DBZ theme and some of the dialogue seems very clear in my memory now but were fuzzy a while ago.  My imagination may have filled in the gaps of my memory.  When I first tried to recall the dream, all I remembered was the vague theme of the dream and later, the final scene.  I did not see any reason to dwell upon the dream then but the scene with Monet hit me some time later, bringing with it my feelings of guilt and regret.  It was, however, rather pleasant remembering holding her hand and hugging and kissing her in the dream.  I was also both happy and sad remembering her still showing desire for me.  I haven’t been able to stop thinking about Monet yet.

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