The first scene I remember was walking down the side of a dirt road. While we were walking, for some reason I broke one of the trees we walked passed. Kayanna said something about a good smell coming from the tree. I saw a cloud of yellow, pollen looking things coming out of the tree and it was giving off an amazingly good smell. The cloud rose up high above the road and then fell down in streaks. Then, at the tops of the streaks, mushroom-like formations appeared. They started to look more like jellyfish after a while. Apparently this was a cause for alarm and we ran back down the road.
When we got back to the building, people were laying things down on the ground for construction I think. I remember we were preparing for someone to come, I think someone was coming to attack us. I was supposed to grind the edges of some fences to a point. When I walked in, nobody was working and when I asked why, Brother Steven said something about having to wait for someone to come back with supplies. When he asked me if I had finished the fences I told him yes even though I hadn't. He asked me which fences. I told him the first fences. He asked if I meant the inside ones and I said yeah.
The next thing I remember is sitting in a room with some people who, I think, went to Plantation. After sitting there a while, Angel waked in from the kitchen. She was looking at something on the table, bent over in front of me when some girl jumped on her back. She had her arms around Angel and as Angel struggled, they moved up and down her breasts and I was like this is sooo not kosher; please stop this. They messed around for a while until she tore off Angel’s shirt and started grabbing her breasts. I was trying very hard to control myself. I was thinking I should get up to stop this; Angel was looking quite upset; but for some reason I just couldn’t bring myself to. Soon the chick tore Angel’s bra and was holding her breasts, squeezing them together. I was looking in all sorts of directions trying not to see it but I could not keep my eyes away. At this point I was covering my eyes; I was getting pretty heated myself, angry with them for their foolishness and angry at myself for not doing anything about it. When I opened my eyes, Angel’s arms were tied behind her back and there was nothing covering her breasts. She started crying after that. That killed me. She called for her dad who came in and yelled at them. KK and Angel left with their father and I looked at them so ashamed and helpless.
The next thing I remember is kneeling down in front of the couch I was sitting at. KK was sitting on the couch to me left. Chad walked in and sat on the couch to the right of me. He asked me why I was so upset. I told him because of the Angel thing. He was like that happens all the. I said that’s how people get beat down. He said that happens all the time too. I was like it almost happened again. Just as I said that, Angel walked in and sat down next to Kayanna. Chad said, rather loudly, “You were about to beat those people down?” I said, a little embarrassed, yeah. Then he turned to Angel and KK and said, “Hey, Nugent was ‘bout to beat those people down.” I was too embarrassed to look anybody in their eyes.
Next, I was kneeling down in front of the opposite couch and Angel was sitting on that couch to my left. Chad was standing on the couch in front of me and started fake preaching. He said something along the lines of someone liking someone else and kneeling at her feet.. He then said something about how he hates it when they never tell that person that they like them. I was already feeling very shameful so I guess I figured I could at least not be a punk and finally come clean. When I opened my mouth to speak, however, she got up and walked out the room. I felt so worthless.
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