Thursday, November 18, 2010

Dream: Their Faces

15/11/10

This dream only seemed to have one scene. Throughout the whole dream we were at some sort of school. The first place I remember being is in a classroom. It was white and had big windows. I think we were on the 4th floor of the building. There were desks arranged in the same manner as my class with Jasmine Langley at Wilde Lake, with four desk pointed at each other in a spiral-like fashion. The desks were pointed clock-wise. I remember being there for a while but I only remember one part of it. I was with some friends I don’t know in real life. Two of them might have been my Dream Girl and my Dream Best Friend, but I’m not too sure. It seemed as if The Girl was going out with either him or me but it could’ve been neither. I remember at one point we were all joking around and another time, we were taking a test. I remember The Girl sitting on my lap during the test which I found a little strange. She was to my right and my arm was around her. I remember trying to reach around her to write on my test paper. I failed. I don’t know why I wanted to do that. I find it interesting that nothing im0possible ever happens in my dreams. Anyways, we were so close that our cheeks were touching and I kept thinking we were going to get in trouble for cheating or something. I also remember the room being dark during the test. I don’t remember when the test ended but the next thing I remember is us joking around again in the classroom. The Friend was in the desk facing me. I think he sort of looked like Dynza but he sounded nothing like him. The Girl was sitting on his lap now.

The next thing I remember is being downstairs with my friends and some little kids. We were technically outside the building. The building’s 2nd floor and up were wider than the first floor and where the 2nd floor ended were white, square columns. We were under the 2nd floor. The ground looked like cement and outside the columns was soil. There might’ve been gardens out there. There were broad trees with dark, twisted wood everywhere outside. There were white flowers; I think they were in baskets, hanging from the ceiling. I was playing with the kids down there. They seemed to be 6-10 years old, all of them boys. I think the school had an elementary school as well as the college classes. There was one kid that showed up that everyone was afraid of, including some, if not all of my friends. He started bullying the other kids. I stepped in and stopped him. I think my friends were telling me not to. I remember holding him upside down by his ankle. When I put him down, he said he’d get me back and ran away.

I decided to walk one of the kids home because he was afraid of The Kid. I remember the path being made of brown pebbles, lined with those trees on either side. The Kid was there, taunting us, very afraid of me, speaking to us from a distance. I wasn’t taking his threats seriously, just joking around with him the whole time. I remember us passing food stands along the way like we were at an amusement park. The Kid, said something to me with a mischievous grin. I can’t remember what he said but I was really frightened. In my head I saw all sorts of disasters that happened in previous dreams. I told the kid to go home without me an ran back towards the building where my friends were. I kept wondering if I was going to die. I think at some point I thought, If I’m going to die today, I want to spend my last moments with Those Two. When I was close to the building, I got this feeling that something was going to happen. I stopped running. I thought the building was going to explode. I saw something fly up in the corner of my eye the instant I thought it was going to blow. I think I heard someone yell porn. I then saw a line of people going into the building and I knew there was some sort of porn sale or something going on inside. In my head I could see what was going on inside. I saw pole dancers and girls in lingerie handing out stuff. I thought to myself, This is The Kid’s great revenge? What a loser. I also thought that maybe this would damagte my relationship with The Girl if she thought I had anything to do with this. As I considered that I imagined her up there complaining about it. That also makes me think she might’ve been my girlfriend.

Anyways, I just wondered around outside a while. Then I noticed another line leading to a chicken stand. I was hungry but the line was extremely long. Then some white guy with white hair and sideburns in a light grey suit yelled out in a pastor-like manner that he had lost his IPad. Continuing speaking in this manner, he asked who had picked it up. He said that whoever had it would be blessed because he had videoes of sermons on the Ipad. He said that the person who had could keep it, he just wanted to know who it was. He then picked up a drumstick from the stand and, I think, offered everyone free chicken as he handed it to someone in line. I was wondering if he could do that but everyone was getting some and the line was shrinking fast so I got in line. He was still asking about the identity of the thief. I thought to myself that this must just be a ruse and that the thief was going to be punished if he owned up to it. One person in the front of the line admitted that he took the Ipad and I thought to myself, What a sucker. Then I woke up.

As I look back, I feel like The Girl seemed rather Lifa-ish in her behavior, but I might just be imagining things I think she had dark skin and very black hair. She was extremely skinny though. The fact that I can recall so many of their features makes me think that Those Two were not my Dream Girl and Dream Best Friend, however, their relationship with each other and with me is very similar to My Best Friend. And throughout the entire dream, it was obvious that the dream was about Them.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Dream: The Cat Store

November 1, 2010

The first thing I remember in my dream is driving with Khalil. I had asked him to take me home but stop at the cat store on the way cuz I was gonna get a cat. We were driving down my dream street. We turned in by where the fast food place and food stands usually are. There was a big thing that looked like a carpet rack out in front. Before I got out of the car, I wondered, why am I getting a cat? Will my parents allow it? Can I afford to feed it? But I decided to get one anyways, mainly because I was already there. Khalil waited in the car as I went in. When I went in, I remembered that I wanted to get some kind of rope or something, I can't remember exactly what I wanted or why I wanted it. I saw some stuff like what I wanted. I decided to look at the cats first though. I couldn't find them. I went everywhere in the store and saw no cats. When I first walked in, I saw cat food behind the register on the wall, but after I fruitlessly searched for the cats, the wall was bare. The store no longer had anything to do with cats. I saw a bunch of tassels though. Eventually I also saw graduation gowns. Actually, during my search for the cats, I went into a big room that had a whole bunch of feminine stuff and I felt like I wasn't supposed to be in the room. When I walked out, I saw a picture of a girl, like the one on girl's bathrooms, and a sign saying changing room. Anyways, there were a lot of glass cases that weren't there when I first walked in. They all had things like tassels and graduation caps and gowns. I decided to look for a substitute for whatever type of rope I had wanted. I was looking at their cords. It had been a long time so I was worried about keeping Khalil for too long. Then some "Thugs" walked in the store. I can't remember what happened while they were there. The next thing I remember is going to buy some cord. It was behind the glass so I took the board with the colors on it to order from the register. The guy said that because it was adventist it was old and they don't use it anymore but he'll work something out. I didn't know what he meant by that but he gave me some cords that was so small and wrapped up like guitar strings in a circular package that made it look like a condom. When I was walking up to the register, I was convinced that it cost $4.99 because that's what I read on the board but he charged me $8.99. When I looked at the board again, it said 8.99 which surprised me. I reached into my back right pocket and pulled out all my papers with the dollar bills caught inside and fished for the money. In reality, there are only ones in that bunch but I was surprised to find a twenty, a ten and three fives. I was wondering where all that money came from because I knew that that was more than what I had gotten paid for tutoring but I just dismissed it and paid for the cords. Actually, before I went to buy the cords, I remember going by the window to see what Khalil was doing. It was evening pink outside with the yellow halo off to my right as I looked to the left for the car. I heard Khalil talking to Shevon, however, to my right, out of sight, in front of the door. I heard him say "I soon come". I didn't know if he was talking to me so I just hurried to go buy the cords and was going to hurry back.

When I bought it, though, I went to the room that was the girl's changing room only this time it was MY room. It was much cleaner though. The dresser on the right wasn’t there and there was a small white plastic table at the foot of my bed. The lights were off but it was still pretty bright. When I walked to my bed I noticed that Nat was in there having sex with some girl. He didn’t notice me cuz he was too into it. Nat was in the spot where I sleep and the girl was in the spot where Nat used to sleep and there was none of our stuff on the bed except for a few things at the foot of the bed. I didn’t see the face of the girl. She was in all her clothes still, I could see her black shirt out of the sheets and black pant-legs poking out the bottom of the bed. Nat had a shirt on but everything else was under the sheet, fortunately for me. I was a little weirded out that Nat was having sex where I slept but I dismissed it. I got some things off the foot of the bed and off the table and left. The store had become my house so I walked out into the hallway. I remembered that I left something in the room so I went back. When I got there, both of them were asleep already, which shocked me seeing as I had only been gone for like thirty seconds. I then noticed that the girl was Yanna. It surprised me a little but not too much. She moved and the covers came off her a little so I tried to pull it back over her but Nat was holding it so I gave up. I sat at the foot of the bed to gather my things and when I got up, I covered her feet with the cover and put a pillow under her feet. I have no idea why I put a pillow under her feet but whatever. Then while I was about to leave, Yanna said something to the extent of teasing me because I cared so much for her. I can’t remember what I said in response. She then compared me to some incestuous pedophile who raped his granddaughter. I can’t remember the name she used but when she said the name, I saw his face. He was white and wore a cream mask that covered his eyes up to just above his eyebrows and went slimly down to just below his mouth. She also called me ugly cuz that guy looked like an animal. I joked back saying she was definitely my daughter than cuz she looked like an animal. I don’t know why I said daughter as opposed to granddaughter but anyways. She agreed that she was ugly as usual and I customarily made a disappointed face.

Then Dad walked in the room. He was very fat in the dream; it looked like his belly had a belly. And he was taller than me. He looked very disappointed. He said he had heard noises outside. I went with him to check it out. When we got to the screening area, it was bare and the “thugs” were there throwing a ball against the wall. Dad told me to tell them to stop cuz they were trying to sleep. I told one of them and he asked if Dad said that and I was like I don’t know, cuz that was a pretty stupid question. When I was walking inside, Dad was walking out so they saw him. The “thug” yelled, “Hey, the dude in the orange pants!?” Dad was wearing orange shorts. I was like sure, I guess, still being sarcastic. I thought to myself maybe I should tell him to ask Dad but decided that was too much. But then he came up to my face and said, “Why don’t you go and ask him. I was like, “Nigga why don’t you ask him? What’s wrong witchu? Gonna ask dumb questions and then tell me ta ask him. Man, ask him yourself. The hell wrong with you.” He came up to my face and then walked away. I bust out laughing and told Dad that he was hilarious. He smiled. Then the guy came back and threw a punch which I dodged and then I punched him in his gut. Then I woke up.